I really do hate to whine, so if whining isn't your thing.....look away! I'm bored, bored, bored. My days are so boring I can't stand it! For some reason it's been much worse in the past week! I hate routine. Routine is boring! Everything about living in this house is a routine....meals....TV......everything! When my "tour of duty" is completed (that sounds cold-hearted, I'm sorry, but I don't know what else to call this) I'm going to be a drooling, babbling idiot, for sure! I desperately need to get out of this rut for a while......somehow.
I was a relatively happy person when I started on this mission. Granted, I take anti-depressants, but those just get me back to my normal self! However, living with someone who always sees the glass as half empty........always points out the negative in everything.......always complains how the world is run.....what's wrong with the world....(without giving any suggestions as to what SHOULD be done)....and never, ever points out something good.....IS KILLING ME!!! I want to SMACK him on the side of the head and scream ''SNAP OUT OF IT!!!" but I can't. So, I will continue to take lots of deep breaths, whine once in a while to release some pressure.......and eat ice cream!
O.K. well, that didn't make me feel any better, so I guess I'll go get some ice cream! That only makes me feel better for about 10 minutes, and then I feel guilty. I want to run away and be a Gypsy!!! Maureen, can I come and sleep on your living room floor again??
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